_*the sheep and the pig*

Monday, May 7, 2007
12:15 AM

My enthusiasm for bloggin havent fade off. I'm just a little busy spending money these few days. On Friday I met up with mins- to bitch about her love life and men. And I bought a new wallet! Totally pleased with myself and I go around flashing it to my friends. Yes yes, I think I'm annoying too.

I'm having tuition for Linus consecutively from Saturday till Wednesday. Man, I'm already sick of staring at him and his unbelievably long eyelashes today. And I still have another one in the afternoon. Why is it so tiring to earn some petty allowance? I think I really wanna be a tai tai.

Anyway, met up with caiahneh and mary in the afternoon today to listen to her grievances. Basically it was a girls only bitching session that lasted for hours. Its quite nice to sit around and listen to one another and wonder where we will be years down the road. Now, all of us feel SO OLD.

We talked about boyfriends, men and relationships. So what do you look for in a partner? I dont believe love can overcome all obstacles. Totally cliche. Or perhaps I'm just too cynical. Excessive literature does that to me.

Mary and me have a strong stand against men who are not effectively bilingual. Or at least, he should have a higher standard than me right? I would wanna feel proud of my boyfriend and be impressed by him. I wonder if that is being superficial to others but I reckon I'm pretty superficial and materialistic anyway.

Basically I feel its more of a communication problem. How can there be chemistry if there isnt even proper communication between the two? I wouldnt be able to face a man for the rest of my life if he turns me off whenever he speaks.

I'm getting more and more depressed as I speak. A tall, humorous, cute, effectively bilingual, rich guy isnt going to drop from the sky and fall head over heels in love with me just because I want it. Maybe Mary you should really clear out the storeroom and approve my membership to your sect soon.

[iheartpurpleflowers]