_*the sheep and the pig*

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
11:12 PM

You know the nagging feeling u get when you see a familiar face but you just CANNOT remember who he/she is? I'm so irritated cos I just cant recall! arghh.

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
12:36 AM

Today Queenie asked me what are the worst things that happened in my 20 years of existence that upset me. I must be suffering from amnesia. I just cant remember. I suppose I havent been through enough "down in the dumps" aspects of life to leave that deep a scar on me. But I doubt life will always be that kind.

What about the best things then? Like now! Being able to sit in front of my computer eating my favorite maggie mee in the middle of night. Well okay I'm exaggerating. Its not one of the best things in life but at least its something worth being happy about. Actually, Jack, for once, you make perfect sense in your happiness post. Its really the little details in life we must learn to appreciate to become a happier person. Like not missing the buses( so that xiao ru wont rave), munching on yummy cupcorn and getting some of the tutorial slots you wanted. I think life isnt that bad if we can change the way we look at it. With that, I must say I cant wait for the endless projects and assignments to bombard! It'll be an exhilarating learning experience. YAYS!

having you with me would definitely hit the top of my best-things-in -life list.

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Saturday, January 19, 2008
5:36 PM

I just dropped a strand of mee on my keyboard. It is now nicely wedged in between the letters J, K and M. I believe it must be rather comfortable there because no matter how hard I whacked the keyboard against the table, the mee's determination is firm. I've decided to grant its dying wish and may it find peace within my keyboard.

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Sometimes your concern smothers, killing off that tiny shred of intimacy and understanding I thought I shared with you.

I really would love to be a good daughter.

To share stories of my school life

To have heart to heart talks

To laugh over silly jokes together

Why cant we be friends?

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Friday, January 18, 2008
1:37 AM

Not even a week has gone past but I feel like I'm standing in the middle of a raging battle. How will I survive the rest of the 15 weeks? And I'm having a 5 day work week! Really, shit happens.

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Saturday, January 12, 2008
1:30 AM

I'm high on pink! I bought new pink bedsheets, comforter and shoes! Gross! Why am I getting so bimbotic? I can see the shock on my mom's face after I picked them. I wonder what came over me. I used to hate pink!

I cant believe japanese lecture notes are already out and we are expected to do it when we dont have any freaking expensive textbooks. I'm getting worried. What shit have I gotten myself into?

I was woefully creating folders of the new modules next semester. School....really is starting.

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Friday, January 11, 2008
12:04 AM

A quarter of lifetime worth of events probably happened in the last 2 months. Too many changes within a short span of time arent really healthy. But in a way or another, I welcome them. At least, I felt like a part of me has moved on. I'm ashamed to say that I've been really self centered, making decisions on my part. To me, the story has come to an end, although the conclusion is not nicely crafted. This is the best I can manage for now. What makes me happy probably might not work the same way for you. But its my life and not yours. I shall continue to be selfish. haha. Just let me be me.

dont tell me you love me.

[iheartpurpleflowers]

Tuesday, January 8, 2008
3:22 PM

some people are just so weird.

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